Suck it up and move on, in the opposite direction.
People tend to say your world spins around certain people. But why dont they say your world stop spinning around certain people instead? Isnt it more to the point and less pretentious? I mean duh, noone's world revolve around only themselves, even though its clear that such people do exist, yes oh so unfortunate. I must have sinned in my last life to repay the huge debt now by being this sure that there are people who only care about Me, myself and I. And me and myself and i and the cycle goes on and on and on and on. I mean they care only about themselves, their feeling, their mood, their hunger, their craving, their convenience, their point of view, you get my drift, only just their everything, not so much they care about me. If only the self centeredness is directed towards me, i'll be flooded with attention, love, concern and care that were previously catered to themselves. Wait, thats not going to happen, not soon, not this year, not next year, not next lifetime. Theres a reason why their world revolve around themselves. Alright, i digress, i rant.
Back to my point. Cant we just say our world stop spinning for certain people. Certain people we dont give a damn about.
Cant we just say my world spin just for certain people.
My world is able to spin faster for some compared to others.
My world spin slower for certain people.
My world start to spin slower for some people.
My world refuse to spin for certain people.
My world completely stop spinning for certain people.
I'm not ashamed to confess that i rank my friends. Yes i do, in my list of priority, some people are way up, some are mid-range and i seriously dont care about some. Wait, i refuse to call that group of people my friends, just like how my world refuse to spin for them. Dont call me shallow, i'm more than sure everyone does this. Just like how you trust some people more, commit to some relationship more, make more effort to stay in touch with some people, have more fun with some people, let some into your life more or maybe push or kick some out of your life. Different people get different treatment. Be it the effort spent making a card, or not making one. Be it the affection you have deep down, or not have. There maybe some friends you regret drifting apart from, and would give anything to have things back to those used to be, yet there are some which you go "Awwwwwww" and fullstop. Why the different treatment if you dont rank your friends? Deep down, everyone does that. As much as it being morally incorrect, deep down everyone knows that its true, way deep. We just dont like being judgmental and being judged on. Humans are such......creatures.